"That one friend that broke your heart"

We all have that one friend....

The one that you stand for when someone says bad things about them...

The one that we always make sure looks good to our parents and not bad influences...

The one that when they get heartbroken you stand by their side and comfort them...

The one that no matter how many fights you have together the friendship is still strong...

The one that you run to when no one else would listen to you and hear the bullshit about your life....

The one that when their family criticizes them you are there to make them feel better...

 

But how long should you put your heart out for someone who is treating you like shit?

How can someone like that be called a friend? Why should I waist my time on you?

Hearing the excuses I can't go there because I have this or that going on, but at night you see her partying her ass off with her DUMB friends and drinking the night away.

When is it time to end the friendship? When is it time to let go of the memories?

When will you see who your true friends are? When will you see who you've become?

 

So many questions run through my mind, when this when that, why this why that.

But are you really still worth it to be in my life.

Do you still deserve to be "that one friend" or am I just wasting my time on you.

Because people like you don't deserve to have friends like me, people like me should have friends who will treasure me the same way I treasure them, and not someone who doesn't care.

So let me ask you this "If you call yourself my true friend and all that crap why do I feel like your more shit than a friend, so when you figure out the answer to that question come back to me and lets hope I still have the balls to actually call you a friend"

-pandaprincess3293 03.15.15

 

PS: to my readers this poem is written especially for the "one friend whom I thought was my best friend but I guess she is more SHIT than a friend, so Ms. JM have fun drinking your ass off and being with the wrong crowd cus I aint the one who will see the end of the road early.

 

What Truly Lies Behind My Smile

Those brown eyes stare at me as I shed a tear, tears that were showing you what truly lied behind my sweet smile. Letting you feel the pain that my tiny heart has been feeling. 

As your gentle hands touch mine, as you grab my fingertips telling me that I'm not alone, that everything will be alright, and that crying is not what you want to see me doing but smiling at you with my gorgeous smile.

Tho I continue to shed tears, as I feel the warmth of your hands going through my skin, I start to shed rivers, crying as if I lost something so precious to me, as if someone died and I will never get to see them again, or that a kid stole my most precious toy.

I didn't know how to tell you what my heart truly felt, how you made me happy, how you've changed my life for the better, how you have completed the missing puzzle in my uncompleted world.

As you came into my life, it all made sense, everything came together, I saw why everything happened to me the way they did. Suddenly I understood what my life was worth, why til this day forward I continue to walk the halls of life.

The reason all lead....to you. You are the reason why my life went the way it did, it happened because eventually I was to met you and have my life take a three hundred sixty turn. And if it were not for you, I am pretty sure my life will still be a big mess. Where I do not know where I'm going and I do not have a path in life.

My life is complete and it is all because of you,

You are my one true love

You are my best friend

You are my world

You are my boyfriend

You are my one and only

and I love you for all of these reasons and so much more.

(FYI you know who you are but I'm not gonna mention you in this post just know that i love you and this post was made straight from my heart, see you soon my love)

Est. 09/14/13

-PandaPrincess3293

   

I Want To Die While You Hold Me

I want to die while you love me,

While yet you hold me fair,

While laughter lies upon my lips

And lights are in my hair.

i want to die while you love me.

I could not bear to see,

The glory of this perfect day,

Grow dim- or cease to be.

I want to die while you love me.

Oh! Who would care to live 

Till love has nothing more to ask, 

And nothing more to give.

I want to die while you love me,

And bear to that still bed

Your kisses, turbulent, unspent,

To warm me when I'm dead.

-Georgia Douglas Johnson

Every Second Beat

If I had a thousand pages,
I could never name them all,
The reasons that I love you,
For the list would be too tall.

I love you for the melody,
I hear within your voice.
The way your blue eyes hold me,
A captive, but by choice.

I love you for your gentle hands,
That melt away my pain.
I love you for your loving heart,
That made mine beat again.

I love you for your loving smile,
With which my old heart soars.
These are some of the reasons,
Every second beat is yours.

- Mark Liverance -

Will you ever?

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

- Erica -               

Cuddle with me

I want to sleep with you

I do not mean have sex

I mea sleep. Together.

Under my blankets. In my bed.

With my hand on your chest

and your arm around me. With the

window cracked, so it's chilly

and we have to cuddle closer.

No talking, just sleepy, blissfully

happy, silence.

His quote for her

MY GIRL= MY LIFE

TOUCH HER=YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH